The recovery process took longer than I had anticipated. The incident that shattered my heart, my hopes and my spirit into pieces left me with nothing but just sorrow but yet little regret. The fact that you see the person you once treasured so much stepping into a wedding ceremony with another man, I don’t know. I just couldn’t handle that. If I were to name the strongest poison in the world, I would surely nominate that.
After so many moons missing from the blogging world, I know that all my previous efforts into bringing out my blogs would have been gone and wasted. And now I would need to start all over again from scratch. It’s ok. I had expected that. Even though I still feel the effect from the aftermath, at least I climbed up from the fall and I hope I am strong enough to stand still and get up and running.
Figure hobby was a bit neglected as I was busy hunting for parts for my new gaming rig! It’s finally online! But not yet completed. Still left a good PSU and speaker set to go.
A guy at the wedding of the one girl he loved the most. However, the groom was not him. He and the girl was childhood friends, meaning they had been close together for 20 years. Even so, neither of them ever had the courage to confess to each other. In the end, another guy came in and stole the girl away. At the wedding, the guy was very upset. The only one thing he hoped would be to go back to the past so that he can change the story. He wanted to confess to the girl. A fairy answered his call and gave him the chance to do so. After going back many times, finally he realized that no matter how hard he tried to change the “him” in the past, it is futile. The things that he could not do back then, can he do it even if he went back through time? The answer is no. Finally, he decided to change the present so that he can have a better future. He did that, and finally won the heart of the one girl whom he is destined to live together with.
I don’t really watch J-Drama. I got to know about this one from my local TV which is airing it. I loved the plot and continued to watch. After watching, I am certain this is the most touching drama I had ever even watched. Tears would flow out from my eyes through out every episode. The main actor and actress have this chemistry between them. They are very matched. Even the theme song seems to match the drama a lot. Not that I like the cowardly self the main actor was, but I appreciate the effort he eventually put in to correct the mistakes that he did. The way he tried so hard to win back the girl’s heart made me feel ashamed.
I always had this saying: I can’t forget the one person whom I treasured so much even until now. But I never did put in any real effort to win her in the first place. In fact, I was the one who let go of the chance to be with her. As I think back about the past happy and sad memories that we had together, my eyes would inevitably become wet. There were my most unforgettable moments. Sometimes I did selfish things to her. Sometimes I did harsh things to her. It makes me feel bad now. I also remember it has been 7 years since I first celebrated my birthday together with her alone. All the scenes from that day were still clearly flying through my mind. All those we did, all those we talked about, I remember! But then, all that had passed now. I don’t know whether she still has the feelings she had last time. We had our own lives now. All I can do now is only hope, one day, a fairy can come to me and give me the chance to go back, and finish the things and/or do those things that I never did last time. I still miss her.. lots………
P/s: A pretty emotional post. Perhaps I will write a better review in the future..
Finally finish my dreadful two weeks. Not only does work piled up so high in office, I also had to dwell deep into textbooks for my final exam. ^^ had my two papers this morning so I now I am as free as what. Tonnes of backlog of figure reviews. (still have one figure waiting to be collected at post office for more than 1 week!)
Pls give me sometime to sort out myself and restart my otaku life and also reply all comments.
Another important tasks: pre-order all those figures!!! XD
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